Klaudija's Experience Living in God's Divine Just Kingdom

Klaudija Zoltaire, a Lithuanian citizen who has lived most of her life in the UK, describes her journey to — and experience within — the community surrounding Abdullah Hashem Aba Al-Sadiq at Webb House in Crewe.

Back in the worldly life, I always felt trapped and restless, no matter what I tried. I devoured countless books, traveled far and wide, experimented, sat with ‘spiritual guides’ and ‘gurus’ and wandered through every path of New Age Philosophies and Religions, yet nothing could quench the thirst that burned inside me. Instead, each pursuit seemed only to deepen the ache of emptiness and sharpen the pain of longing. Night after night, I found myself pleading with God for deliverance— for a sign, a transformation, anything to lift me from that misery.

And then at last, just as the last thread of hope threatened to snap, God answered me in a way beyond my wildest imaginings: He led me to His very own doorstep, to His representative on earth — Aba Al-Sadiq, God in creation — a treasure so priceless that even the vastness of the cosmos could not compare. In hindsight, it's clear now that every moment of pain, hopelessness and every restless search had been guiding me to this all along: and for that, it was all worth it.

Since then, I’ve known a happiness and peace deeper than anything the worldly life could ever offer. My dear friend and brother Waqar expressed it beautifully the other day: he said I was like a seed that could never sprout in the worldly life because the soil was barren and the environment unfit. But here, in God’s sanctuary, the soil is rich and the environment is perfect— and so, at last, I have been able to take root and sprout, so that I might one day blossom into the best version of myself. And it is the same for everyone here: each of us is striving, doing our utmost to give victory to our souls — and in doing so, to give victory to our leader. For in truth, all he asks of us is to become empty vessels, ready to be filled and used by God in whatever way He wills.

In the worldly life, I struggled to find even a single soul with whom I could truly relate to; every connection felt shallow, tied to worldly interests and fleeting concerns rather than to something higher and lasting. I always longed for bonds that transcended material pursuits — for relationships rooted in something more meaningful and spiritual.

But here, it is entirely different: I find myself connected to everyone in one way or another, because we are all united by the same divine purpose and mission. Nothing matters to us here except for God Himself and carrying forward His message. And anyone whose heart beats for another pursuit, inevitably drifts away — so the community is constantly being purified, held together only by sincerity. Within this shared devotion, every heart discovers a bond far purer than anything the worldly life has to offer.

This community feels like a mini Divine Just State — a ‘prototype’, as Aba Al-Sadiq likes to call it. It is a glimpse of how the entire world will one day become, just as it was prophesied. Here, we live as the children of Adam once lived before the rise of the Canaanite rule, which transformed the garden of bliss into an existence of misery. In those earlier days, humanity lived in harmony: no one had more than another, everyone worked together, and resources were shared freely — all because God was ruling the earth as He rules in heaven through His divinely chosen Caliph. And in this community, we are privileged to experience that natural, harmonious way of life — the natural order God intended for humanity from the very beginning.

As the manifestation of God within creation, Aba Al-Sadiq embodies all of the divine attributes. Consider any messenger sent by God — be it Buddha, Jesus, Krishna, or Muhammad — the grace, mercy, and brilliance that shone through them; the same sublime qualities radiate from Aba Al-Sadiq, for it is the same holy spirit flowing through him. Aba Al-Sadiq is abundant, generous, and without limit, reflecting the boundless nature of God Himself. And so, we live free from worry and fear, for God provides for us through Aba Al-Sadiq, who stands at the heart of our community: the queen bee of our hive, the living bond that unites us all. Without his presence, we would be lost, adrift, and in despair — but as long as we are with him, beneath his majestic wings, we remain sheltered, guided, and at peace.

The people in this community are, quite simply, the greatest souls on earth; they are the literal returned prophets, saints, sages and pure ones of old. Each person reflects a unique facet of the divine, and together, we become whole — completing and perfecting one another. It is God Himself who has handpicked every soul from across the globe and gathered us here. As Aba Al-Sadiq beautifully says, anyone who finds themselves among us carries something so precious and pleasing to God that He drew them closer to His vicinity.

As for his close companions, they are not soldiers of armour or physical strength, rather their virtue and strength is found in their hearts which are as tough as iron. Their faith is so strong and pure, that no storm, no disturbance can sway them from the path — a prophecy fulfilled by Imam Al-Sadiq, the 6th divinely appointed leader mentioned in the will of the Prophet, when he said that the companions of the Qaim will have the strength of forty men and their hearts firmer than iron (Kamaluddin chapter 58, tradition 18).

With respect to the false and slanderous accusations constantly hurled our way, they do not trouble us in the slightest, because we stand united in pursuit of truth, and our faith doesn't allow anything to pierce through our fortress. Besides, these attempts to attack us are nothing new, as the holy scriptures can testify to this awful reality that every time God had sent a messenger, he was belied, rejected, humiliated, persecuted or hung on a cross. And every time that God's divine community began to gather, take shape and blossom, the devil always found a way to infiltrate it and tear it apart.

But this time is different, as nothing will be able to obstruct God's messenger from establishing His long-awaited Divine Just State, as he has the support of all the great returned souls that lived in the past. God is gathering us all together from across the four corners of the earth, and soon our numbers will be great enough to have our own country, and eventually, the entire earth.

"My righteous servants shall inherit the earth."— Quran 21:105

And so I am deeply grateful and eternally indebted for this awesome, rare, unique opportunity to be here amongst the greatest people and to live in the vicinity of God. I am glad to be reunited with my true family — my soul family — and so long as we remain under the gracious wings of Aba Al-Sadiq, nothing else truly matters. The dark forces had the upper hand for a long time now, but we will have the last final laugh.